XOXO
Clay & Grant
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My heart melts. The words are simple and honest. My time with them last night was not only the best date, but the best night of my life.
I can’t remember ever having that much fun and feeling so free. I didn’t have one single worry being with them. They make me feel safe and bring out the joy inside of me.
I didn’t think I’d like this step as much as being between them, but Grant is right, we did it backwards, and I can’t wait for more time with them.
It must be those glasses that makes him the wise one amongst the three of us. They’re also so freaking sexy.
I haven’t decided what today brings, but I have some more tasks from my therapist once I told her about the list. One item we decided is simple enough is adding some personal touches to my apartment.
But I will have to actually leave the house and go shopping, that’s something I haven’t done. Not for myself anyway. I’d run and get things for work if Star needed something. Never for me.
Somehow, I’ve forced myself to be a complete introvert, but in reality, I never was. I’m still not, but it’s going to take some time to get back to that part of me. Fear is a bitch. I know I’ve thought it a dozen times, but it’s the truth.
My phone dings with a text.
A smile instantly forms; it’s from Clay.
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Good morning, Jo.
Are you ready for our next date?
Always. When?
Tomorrow night. Pick you up at six.
Going to tell me where?
Nope.
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Two can play this game, even though I secretly love not knowing. Clay’s is just too much fun to tease. I can see why Grant loves to all the time.
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Do I need panties?
Dammit Jo. Are you trying to get me hard?
I do prefer you that way ;)
Now Grant’s going to have to take care of me.
I don’t think he’s complaining… my mouth is pretty empty, though.
Who knew you were such a tease?
Does this help?
Or make you harder?