Page 1 of Wedding Night

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Page 1 of Wedding Night

<p>Prologue</p>

<p>ARTHUR</p>

<p>Young people! With their hurrying and their worrying and their wanting all the answers now. They wear me out, the poor, harried things.</p>

<p>Don&rsquo;t come back, I always tell them. Don&rsquo;t come back.</p>

<p>Youth is still where you left it, and that&rsquo;s where it should stay. Anything that was worth taking on life&rsquo;s journey, you&rsquo;ll already have taken with you.</p>

<p>Twenty years I&rsquo;ve been saying this, but do they listen? Do they, hell. Here comes another of them now. Panting and puffing as he reaches the top of the cliff. Late thirties, I&rsquo;d guess. Attractive enough, against the blue sky. Looks a bit like a politician. Do I mean that? Maybe a movie star.</p>

<p>I don&rsquo;t remember his face from the old days. Not that that means anything. These days I barely even recall my own face when I glimpse it in the mirror. I can see this chap&rsquo;s gaze raking the surroundings, taking in me sitting in my chair under my favorite olive tree.</p>

<p>&ldquo;Are you Arthur?&rdquo; he says abruptly.</p>

<p>&ldquo;Guilty.&rdquo;</p>

<p>I scan him adroitly. Looks well off. Wearing one of those expensive-logo polo shirts. Probably good for a few double Scotches.</p>

<p>&ldquo;You must want a drink,&rdquo; I say pleasantly. Always useful to steer the conversation in the direction of the bar early on.</p>

<p>&ldquo;I don&rsquo;t want a drink,&rdquo; he says. &ldquo;I want to know what happened.&rdquo;</p>

<p>I can&rsquo;t help stifling a yawn. So predictable. He wants to know what happened. Another merchant banker having a midlife crisis, returning to the scene of his youth. The scene of the crime. Leave it where it was, I want to answer. Turn round. Return to your adult, problematic life, because you won&rsquo;t solve it here.</p>

<p>But he wouldn&rsquo;t believe me. They never do.</p>

<p>&ldquo;Dear boy,&rdquo; I say gently. &ldquo;You grew up. That&rsquo;s what happened.&rdquo;</p>

<p>&ldquo;No,&rdquo; he says impatiently, and rubs his sweaty brow. &ldquo;You don&rsquo;t understand. I&rsquo;m here for a reason. Listen to me.&rdquo; He comes forward a few paces, an impressive height and figure against the sun, intentness of purpose on his handsome face. &ldquo;I&rsquo;m here for a reason,&rdquo; he repeats. &ldquo;I wasn&rsquo;t going to get involved&mdash;but I can&rsquo;t help it. I have to do this. I want to know what exactly happened.&hellip;&rdquo;</p>

<p>Twenty Days Earlier</p>

<p>1</p>

<p>LOTTIE</p>

<p>I&rsquo;ve bought him an engagement ring. Was that a mistake?</p>

<p>I mean, it&rsquo;s not a girly ring. It&rsquo;s a plain band with a tiny diamond in it, which the guy in the shop talked me into. If Richard doesn&rsquo;t like the diamond, he can always turn it round.</p>

<p>Or not wear it at all. Keep it on his nightstand or in a box or whatever.</p>

<p>Or I could take it back and never mention it. Actually, I&rsquo;m losing confidence in this ring by the minute, but I just felt bad that he wouldn&rsquo;t have anything. Men don&rsquo;t get the greatest deal out of a proposal. They have to set up the occasion, they have to get down on one knee, they have to ask the question, and they have to buy a ring. And what do we have to do? Say &ldquo;yes.&rdquo;</p>

<p>Or &ldquo;no,&rdquo; obviously.</p>

<p>I wonder what proportion of marriage proposals end in a &ldquo;yes&rdquo; and what proportion end in a &ldquo;no&rdquo;? I open my mouth automatically to share this thought with Richard&mdash;then hastily close it again. Idiot.</p>

<p>&ldquo;Sorry?&rdquo; Richard glances up.</p>

<p>&ldquo;Nothing!&rdquo; I beam. &ldquo;Just &hellip; great menu!&rdquo;</p>

<p>I wonder if he&rsquo;s bought a ring already. I don&rsquo;t mind, either way. On the one hand, it&rsquo;s fabulously romantic if he has. On the other hand, it&rsquo;s fabulously romantic to choose one together.</p>

<p>It&rsquo;s a win-win.</p>

<p>I sip my water and smile lovingly at Richard. We&rsquo;re sitting at a corner table overlooking the river. It&rsquo;s a new restaurant on the Strand, just up from the Savoy. All black-and-white marble and vintage chandeliers and button-back chairs in pale gray. It&rsquo;s elegant but not showy. The perfect place for a lunchtime proposal. I&rsquo;m wearing an understated bride-to-be white shirt, a print skirt, and have splashed out on stay-up stockings, just in case we decide to cement the engagement later on. I&rsquo;ve never worn stay-up stockings before. But, then, I&rsquo;ve never been proposed to before.</p>

<p>Ooh, maybe he&rsquo;s booked a room at the Savoy.</p>

<p>No. Richard&rsquo;s not flash like that. He&rsquo;d never make a ridiculous, out-of-proportion gesture. Nice lunch, yes; overpriced hotel room, no. Which I respect.</p>

<p>He&rsquo;s looking nervous. He&rsquo;s fiddling with his cuffs and checking his phone and swirling the water round in his glass. As he sees me watching him, he smiles too.</p>

<p>&ldquo;So.&rdquo;</p>

<p>&ldquo;So.&rdquo;</p>

<p>It&rsquo;s as though we&rsquo;re speaking in code, skirting around the real issue. I fiddle with my napkin and adjust my chair. This waiting is unbearable. Why doesn&rsquo;t he get it over with?